tumblr_krfmwxjQCY1qa3181o1_500Ok the past week, I cried so many times, I can’t count. Well it really has something to do with my dad but I don’t think family problems are really meant to be resolved, maybe controlled but never solved.

Two things I’ve learnt this week:

  1. Never be too proud of your own achievements.
  2. ALWAYS think before speaking.

 

 


I’ve just realized that I’ve actually heard Justin Bieber sing before he became waaaaaaaaaaay famous right now. I saw his covers of With You and Cry Me A River back when I was in love with Chris Brown’s songs. I didnt even know his name.


I was right. My parents weren’t satisfied with my results blegh. Ok, I told George I’ll stop emoing so I will.

Sigh…

Tomorrow’s Halloween and I don’t think I’m going out. I’d planned to but I have to finish this project for my religious class. Oh well.


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Go, take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Go by Boys Like Girls

Go listen to the whole song!


This is why I wanna live in New York. RANDOMEST SHIT EVER!


tumblr_krr2op6Y8L1qa1rveo1_400I love that girl. She’s just so different than me and brings something new to the table. Not all of them good stuff though. I want you to know that not all the things you do, I approve of, for your own good but it is your life after all. Please make the right choices in life, I beg of you.

“What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.”

From her blog.

I don’t think I have that kind of person in my life. But I have the best group of girlfriends right now. People keep trying to pull us apart but we always end up together again. Why do they do that?

Never live in the past. Cause right now, right here, this is LIFE.


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Adam Lambert has a new song for the upcoming blockbuster 2012. To me, that is HUGE deal. I’ve been a Lambert fan from the very start even if I’ve never posted about him. I think he’s one of the best vocalist ever. Besides that, he’s smoking hot.

One last picture before I go then…

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My results were a huge disappointment. Whenever I say that, people will say that they would kill to get my marks, but I still can’t help that sinking feeling. Maybe Miss Lavania’s right, I’ve been complacent. FUCK YOU SYUHADA

A few more days to the end of the term. Although there’s still EAP(whatever that stands for) and practices, there’s still a certain anticipation in the air.

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Brand New Eyes is one of the best albums I’ve heard. & I heard Hayley is blonde now?


I might be getting Paramore’s new album.


WOAH, woah, woooooooooah, woahhhhh wowwee

Its been more than a month since I last posted. I broke my own record. Well a lot of things have happened.

Wait, I need to address someone first and that someone should know I’m talking about her.

You asked me to tell you what you did wrong. Yeah, I pointed out your flaws, but only because you asked. I gave you a choice to end this friendship peacefully yet you raked up the past and pointed out all my mistakes, to be used against me. I said fuck in the text because I was frustrated and the way you responded implied that cursing is sooo wrong. I told you I wanted a clean closure and I still do. It will be so much better for all of us, not to mention healthier. So, goodbye. Peace.

I owe alot of people alot of posts but I can’t do it now, cause one, my batt’s gonna die soon and two, I have studying to do.

Maybe I’ll do a quick one.

I am so antisocial.

Shout out to Maisarah: BELATED THANKS FOR THE CARD BABE. If its not too late, I’d like to ask for your forgiveness kalau tersinggung hati ke ape. You’re right we were always there for each other. You weren’t my senior, you ARE my good friend and I love that we clicked almost instantly! Good luck for your Os, and I LOOOOOVE YOU

Ps, i’m not surprised if i’m gonna get some spam comments from some guys i responded to on amirah’s blog. Anyways I’ll just post them.

Hey look! Pepper’s angry.

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