Everybody wants to change the world.

Last week, I finally made a Facebook account. Call me stupid but I somehow feel that I’ve lost part of my identity. So anyway, I’ve just crossed a major milestone of my life-O’s and its been two weeks and it already feels like a month. Been contemplating on getting a job, might do that real soon.

So, I just wanted to talk about something thats been in my head for a while. I realized I don’t know where I’m headed to in life. I mean I know I’ll go through poly and uni but I’m just not sure doing what. I used to think I did. I used to think that my passion in life was music and that I would pursue that in one way or another. Being in CO contributed a lot to it. But lately, I’m not so sure anymore.

This year, I’ve started becoming really into Youtube, the world of film and media. I was really blown away by the raw talent of youtubers. Be it musicians or film makers or comedians. And I always dream of becoming one of them talented people. But me, I don’t think I’m exceptionally good in anything. I mean I’m good in some things but not talented in anything. I can play the drums but I’m no Travis Barker. I’m good in math but I’m no genius.

But what I’m saying is, I’m interested in media. But I have no experience whatsoever. What now?

Next option is for me to be safe and stick to the typical route where I take a business course. And even then I’d take something like Tourism.

But I want to be different, as cliche as it may sound. I want to love what I’m going to do in life(Hmm, irony here is that everyone wants to love what they’re doing, so how does that make me any different?). So that route is not for me I guess? So I’m just going to browse through poly courses some more, hoping that I will find what lays ahead of me.

And I absolutely apologize for the cheesiness of this post. I figured I’d better let it out to this non-living thing than to speak to my mum or something.

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